Part Two of Pregnancy---It's a bumpy road!

So here is part two of Pregnancy---It's a bumpy road! My doctor and her nurse have really offended me. When I first started losing weight they really didn't say anything. Well, when I started dropping weight like a fat kid eating cake, they started making me feel like I wasn't eating enough or even forcing myself to throw up. Then, this is the straw that broke the camels back, At my appt. On March 22, the nurse asked if I have ever had a eating disorder or ever made myself throw up. I was pissed to say the least. They are accusing me of not caring for my baby and worrying about if I am getting fat! It is absurd! So when I was in the hospital and didn't throw up, the doctor said that it must be a miracle...grrr! I do believe in miracles, but do you think it is a miracle when I had medicine pumped into my veins when sitting all day. I don't think so! When I was on Zofran, the pill, I was doing good... Not perfect because remember how I said that the insurance would only pay for 12. I was only taking 1 a day to save them instead of the every 8 hour rule. So, although I have already paid her for all my appts. And the delivery of our baby, I think I need a new doctor. I hate that! Why do they think that I am crazy! I would do anything to gain weight right now. Grr.. I am getting angry, I don't want to disturb the baby so I am going to go! Love ya, BYE!

Pregnancy---It's a bumpy road!

I just have to say, being pregnant isn't easy! For the past 2 months, I have been consitantly sick... and I'm not exagerating! So, I have been going to the doctor every 2 weeks becuase of my weight lose. Well, on March 15 my doctor said come back in next week and lets see if you gained any weight. I came in on March 22 and I had lost 4 more pounds. I told her how I just don't throw up in the morning anymore or before lunch. I now am being sick after anything touches my lips, like Tea, Gatorade, Fruit loops, ect... So she puts me in the hospital for dehydration and nausia. While in the hospital and kept on medicine, I didn't get sick at all! I am thanking God because the solution for me to stop being sick is one of two thing, 1.) Take Zofran every 8 hours. Each pill cost $45. Insurance will pay for 12 pills a month. So after 3-4 days, I have to spend $135 a day on pills. Or 2.) Have a Zofran pump that is stuck to my leg 24-7. It cost $576 a day and me out of pocket $72 a day. I would have to change the needle out myself every 3 days. (That really scared me!) So anyways, I prayed that I would get better for my babies sake, out wallets sake, and my own sake! So today is March 24 and it has been 3 days sick I have thown up! I hope things are going uphill from now. Pray for me!

Honey

This is Honey! Isn't she cute! Today I have a doctor's appt! I hope everything goes well!

Bad News about BB :(

BB had his first vet visit. The vet said that BB has a heart murmur. Also, he has a soft spot, which isn't the norm for a bred dog. I am going to call the pet store and let them know becauase these are what they call a "birth defect". And when you pay $650 for a bred puppy, they are suppose to be perfect. I just hope that BB is going to be ok. The heart murmur can get better, or worse. The vet said that we will keep a close eye on it! Well that's the news about BB. P.S. I have a doctor's appt. Wednesday. I am 11 weeks!

BB's Mug Shot!

BB's Mug Shot!

"BB"...The New Addition!

No, I'm not talking about the baby! I'm talking about BB, our new Pomeranian! He's solid black and 6 weeks, 3 days old. I think he is the cutest thing I have ever laid my eyes on! I took pictures of him with my phone, but I can't download it...:(! I will try to put BB's pictures up soon so you can see how cute he is! Mitchell bought a Chihuahua...She is 3 days younger than BB. Mitchell hasn't named her yet, I like the name Chloe! Raymond won't let me name out real baby Chloe so I think the puppy should be named Chloe! Her puppy is so cute and little! Mitchell is doggy sitting my puppy for me! She said that they play fight/sleep all day! I wish I could play with the puppies all day...wahh.